I recently had a dream where I was walking alongside a forest, in the middle of the night. It was so calm, & peaceful, with just the moon shining, & guiding me. I heard my mum shouting at me to come back, but I continued on very happily, alone. When I compare this to another dream that I had, almost 12 years ago, that was almost identical, I can see that my personal dream environment is actually my unconsciousness. It has been communicating with me, & keeping me safe all these years.
The first dream came to me when I lost my brother. This last dream appeared to me just after I left your restaurant, the other night. I was extremely upset after having someone attempt to break into my home, & the stress was alleviated by talking with you & your family. When I returned home I fell asleep on the couch.
Last night, I had another dream where I was walking through a field of wheat, but this time the sun was shining on me. To me, this is a very strong symbol, because what it means to me, in terms of psychology, is that I am passing from the deep unconsciousness, & into my consciousness. What this means is that I am now able to cope effectively with trauma, loss, fear, love, opening myself to others, whereas before I was not good & it depressed me. The dreams over the course of my life have been, all along, teaching me to grow & mature into a man of the highest order.
In terms of spirituality, the beach / moon/ peace, in the dream is my unconsciousness, & it represents my Soul, or inner feminine; magical, moon, Luna, Her, soul, universe. Now inside my dreams I am beginning to see the sun. This is who I am now as a man, & it is growing more predominant. The sun is who I am becoming now, & not the moon any longer. Like The Sun King, a man who has a career, solid, a home, does not arouse suspicion in others, an effective provider, trustworthy, solid, contained, reliable, etc. The Italians would say that I have passed from Nigredo to Solutio, or matured, & grown-up.
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