Talking about attracting money to me, as they do in The Secret, & other Law Of Attraction type of books, tonight I found myself feeling utterly skint. For the first time in a few years I have found myself feeling quite broke.
Tomorrow I am making a very important purchase. Something that I have wanted to have in my life for many years, but have not been able to find the confidence to allow it. Tonight I have the money waiting in anticipation for my trip down to Kent to get them tomorrow. Although I am now totally broke because of it. In fact, I have never had such little money to my name, but do I feel that I am making the wrong decision ? No way. Because I have learnt something that I never knew before; being skint is simply a frame of mind.
I have not had my own set of drums since I was young & now as an adult I am allowing myself a proper Premier kit to enter & grace my life. But counteracting the shock of this grace I am now finding myself projecting my fears onto my inner security & that is channeling itself as a feeling of being skint. The shock of this attack upon my nervous system is leaving me as though I have no money, that I skint & therefore useless. Of course, unlike before, I now know how easy it is to acquire & attract money into my life. Money just flows to me if I allow it & take responsibility for it. Its like water. If your dry then water will quench your thirst &, unless your stuck in a desert, its easy enough to drink a glass of water & quench your thirst. I forget how easy it is to make money.
The old fear concerning my progression has come up because I am doing something that will improve my life & something that will also will herald in a transformation. I am not skint, I`m scared. If it was just a money issue then I would not be afraid. I am aware how easy it is to draw money to me, but I have not given much thought to my drums until now. All I have to do is sell some extra pieces of my existing stock on ebay & I have money. List something extra & then I open the doors to the flow of money to me.
I think the shock of seeing such a little amount of money in my account frightened me. Feeling fear is natural, but I think introducing into my life something so incredibly meaningful is what the real shock is & not a lack of money. That is almost illogical. The trick is not to allow myself the indulgence of projecting my fears onto money. This silliness will always stops me having the life & things that I really want & know will improve my life.
So next & you allow the old habit of projection to take over, stop & remember that you are not afraid, but beginning the process of walking on your own two feet as an adult. Feel the fear & continue going for the change you really want.
Best,
Thursday, 27 February 2014
~ BEN CRAIG ~ A LONDON REVIEW ~
Ben Craig & his group are a phenomenon. I caught their show at The Bedford in Balham, last Tuesday evening, &, boy, am I glad that I did.
Ben was sharing the bill with Simon Wells, another high end performer that delivers incredibly good tunes, especially if you enjoy powerful songs written sensitively, with a nod to all that`s magical in the world.
Ben Craig was professional, strong & so incredibly enjoyable. The show was made all the more sexy & fun by his singing partner, a beautiful, friendly Goddess, that made Kate Bush look like someones Mother on the school-run. They made music together that was original, innovative & a pleasure to behold. I found their songs strong, well written, original & delivered with great precision. The band never faltered once, continually supporting Ben & his gorgeous singing partner throughout the set. The whole thing worked gloriously well & I envisage great things for them all.
Next time you get the chance to see this incredible performer & his terrific band, do so. Their not only great musicians & entertainers, they are also very cool, friendly people that are really into what they are doing.
Check Ben & the guys out, you wont be disappointed.
Ben was sharing the bill with Simon Wells, another high end performer that delivers incredibly good tunes, especially if you enjoy powerful songs written sensitively, with a nod to all that`s magical in the world.
Ben Craig was professional, strong & so incredibly enjoyable. The show was made all the more sexy & fun by his singing partner, a beautiful, friendly Goddess, that made Kate Bush look like someones Mother on the school-run. They made music together that was original, innovative & a pleasure to behold. I found their songs strong, well written, original & delivered with great precision. The band never faltered once, continually supporting Ben & his gorgeous singing partner throughout the set. The whole thing worked gloriously well & I envisage great things for them all.
Next time you get the chance to see this incredible performer & his terrific band, do so. Their not only great musicians & entertainers, they are also very cool, friendly people that are really into what they are doing.
Check Ben & the guys out, you wont be disappointed.
Wednesday, 19 February 2014
SHEILA LORD ~ A LONDON REVIEW
Last night, at The Islington, I didn`t just watch a great Singer/ Songwriter performing her set with passion, what I experienced was something different from that, something far removed from the madding crowd, for what I experienced bordered upon a spiritual transformation & I`m still reeling from it. After just one of her songs I was completely transfixed & at the mercy of this incredible musician.
Sheila Lord is musically blessed & gives of herself freely. Her music & presence transfixes & holds you right where you need to be, just like some awesome Goddess in the throes of taking over the universe.
Like all great musicians being in Sheila`s presence is an inspiration & just a few bars of her playing is enough to confirm that one can, & should, be striving for more in their life.
If you missed her set last night, I guess, your entitled to one mistake, miss it again & this musicians beauty & greatness is just not for you. I was there & am, right now, bowing at the alter of this fine, fine musician. Go see Sheila Lord, but be warned, she & her music have the power to transform you.
Sheila Lord is musically blessed & gives of herself freely. Her music & presence transfixes & holds you right where you need to be, just like some awesome Goddess in the throes of taking over the universe.
Like all great musicians being in Sheila`s presence is an inspiration & just a few bars of her playing is enough to confirm that one can, & should, be striving for more in their life.
If you missed her set last night, I guess, your entitled to one mistake, miss it again & this musicians beauty & greatness is just not for you. I was there & am, right now, bowing at the alter of this fine, fine musician. Go see Sheila Lord, but be warned, she & her music have the power to transform you.
Thursday, 13 February 2014
~LOST & CO - PUTNEY HIGH STREET - SW15 ~ A REVIEW ~
~The Lost & Co has star quality ~ This place really is super cool & well worth a visit ~
When it comes to a providing a good night out these guys hit the high notes every single time, but away from the drinks & love that emanates from the place, have you tasted their menu yet ? If you haven`t, boy, your in for a treat. Whoa ! These guys know how to cook good food.
Last Friday evening I slipped in there for a Pizza, as I`d heard the food was good. Best decision I could have made. After the first couple of bites of my Pizza, & a Smokey Burger for my friend, I knew I was into something different. Something far removed from the usual London high street fare. Because the food was good, like incredibly good.
After the first bite or so, my friend & I just looked at each other, kind of dumbstruck, nodding slowly, silently to ourselves, as we carried on munching our way through our food, knowing, almost telepathically, that we could not allow this to be a one-off experience. This place had to be for keeps if they serve pizza this good.
Eating food that`s been prepared with, not just focus, but love too, makes me feel happy. I`m no Italian, but these Pizza`s tasted as though they had been cooked somewhere just outside of Florence & brought straight to our table. Steaming, fresh & fully loaded. At first glance I was not even sure if I would be able to finish the thing, although it didn`t hang about for too long, & all for the price of a round of drinks !
If your going to eat a Pizza this week, go eat it at The Lost & Co, nowhere else. Not only will you have a great time with the staff, you can have a chat with the chefs, who are brilliant, get a quality beer that`s served like it is nowhere else around here, hang out with the girls on the floor, or just listen to some quality London sounds that top DJ`s bang out at the weekend. My personal tip; try the fully loaded veggie pizza, with a Brooklyn beer on the side then, if your brave enough, ask Big Tom, the chef, for a nip of his special chili sauce, but don`t say I didn`t warn you !
Pizza that taste this good, I thought didn`t exist in London, but they do, on Putney High Street, right opposite the train station & the place is called The Lost & Co.
Enjoy, we did !
When it comes to a providing a good night out these guys hit the high notes every single time, but away from the drinks & love that emanates from the place, have you tasted their menu yet ? If you haven`t, boy, your in for a treat. Whoa ! These guys know how to cook good food.
Last Friday evening I slipped in there for a Pizza, as I`d heard the food was good. Best decision I could have made. After the first couple of bites of my Pizza, & a Smokey Burger for my friend, I knew I was into something different. Something far removed from the usual London high street fare. Because the food was good, like incredibly good.
After the first bite or so, my friend & I just looked at each other, kind of dumbstruck, nodding slowly, silently to ourselves, as we carried on munching our way through our food, knowing, almost telepathically, that we could not allow this to be a one-off experience. This place had to be for keeps if they serve pizza this good.
Eating food that`s been prepared with, not just focus, but love too, makes me feel happy. I`m no Italian, but these Pizza`s tasted as though they had been cooked somewhere just outside of Florence & brought straight to our table. Steaming, fresh & fully loaded. At first glance I was not even sure if I would be able to finish the thing, although it didn`t hang about for too long, & all for the price of a round of drinks !
If your going to eat a Pizza this week, go eat it at The Lost & Co, nowhere else. Not only will you have a great time with the staff, you can have a chat with the chefs, who are brilliant, get a quality beer that`s served like it is nowhere else around here, hang out with the girls on the floor, or just listen to some quality London sounds that top DJ`s bang out at the weekend. My personal tip; try the fully loaded veggie pizza, with a Brooklyn beer on the side then, if your brave enough, ask Big Tom, the chef, for a nip of his special chili sauce, but don`t say I didn`t warn you !
Pizza that taste this good, I thought didn`t exist in London, but they do, on Putney High Street, right opposite the train station & the place is called The Lost & Co.
Enjoy, we did !
Saturday, 1 February 2014
Without Hope There Is No Rejection
If one hopes for an outcome then one stays away from actualizing it. By hoping, you live in the shadow of what you want, or away from it. Hope obstructs manifestation. If I know I am going to see you then I will see you. If I hope to see you then that is all it is, a hope. Maybe I will, maybe I will not. By hoping I negate my power.
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