Talking about attracting money to me, as they do in The Secret, & other Law Of Attraction type of books, tonight I found myself feeling utterly skint. For the first time in a few years I have found myself feeling quite broke.
Tomorrow I am making a very important purchase. Something that I have wanted to have in my life for many years, but have not been able to find the confidence to allow it. Tonight I have the money waiting in anticipation for my trip down to Kent to get them tomorrow. Although I am now totally broke because of it. In fact, I have never had such little money to my name, but do I feel that I am making the wrong decision ? No way. Because I have learnt something that I never knew before; being skint is simply a frame of mind.
I have not had my own set of drums since I was young & now as an adult I am allowing myself a proper Premier kit to enter & grace my life. But counteracting the shock of this grace I am now finding myself projecting my fears onto my inner security & that is channeling itself as a feeling of being skint. The shock of this attack upon my nervous system is leaving me as though I have no money, that I skint & therefore useless. Of course, unlike before, I now know how easy it is to acquire & attract money into my life. Money just flows to me if I allow it & take responsibility for it. Its like water. If your dry then water will quench your thirst &, unless your stuck in a desert, its easy enough to drink a glass of water & quench your thirst. I forget how easy it is to make money.
The old fear concerning my progression has come up because I am doing something that will improve my life & something that will also will herald in a transformation. I am not skint, I`m scared. If it was just a money issue then I would not be afraid. I am aware how easy it is to draw money to me, but I have not given much thought to my drums until now. All I have to do is sell some extra pieces of my existing stock on ebay & I have money. List something extra & then I open the doors to the flow of money to me.
I think the shock of seeing such a little amount of money in my account frightened me. Feeling fear is natural, but I think introducing into my life something so incredibly meaningful is what the real shock is & not a lack of money. That is almost illogical. The trick is not to allow myself the indulgence of projecting my fears onto money. This silliness will always stops me having the life & things that I really want & know will improve my life.
So next & you allow the old habit of projection to take over, stop & remember that you are not afraid, but beginning the process of walking on your own two feet as an adult. Feel the fear & continue going for the change you really want.
Best,
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