You are kind. The words you use evoke within me the gumption to continue striving.
I am passionate about many things. My greatest desire is one day to see my own child. As yet she has not arrived, but she will. I hear in my dreams sometimes, & she dances across my drums at other times.
The next is my music. My drums & my vinyl. Never have I felt so incredibly attracted to another thing, other than a human, than I have my music & the vinyl format. You see, my music represents the feminine principle within me. Much meditation & arduous focus has enabled me to embrace such a thought process. The more my senses are stimulated, the more my inner feminine rises. This in turn attracts to me the best of everything, & enables me to find my the true, deep masculinity within me. This is because the feminine inside of me is the Universe. She is the Universe. So when I listen to Jeff Porcaro playing the drums, or John Coltrane blowing on Blue Train ,what I hear coming back at me is the Feminine Universe or my soul. And, I honour this. When a random child runs up to me in a park & tries to hold my hand, or an animal stares at me from a field, I know that they have connected, albeit briefly with my internal Spirit/ Soul & that is the Universe. She & Me are the Universe.
This is wholeness.
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